by Michelle Belanger
Our energy actually pierces the subtle body of our partner and
penetrates it, drawing energy out as if through a straw.
Afterward, a wound is left in the aura of the partner, though this
will close on its own in a few days. It can sometimes be echoed in
the flesh in the form of a small rounded bruise. In the case of
long-standing partners, the wound can become a permanent weak spot
in the aura through which we can easily penetrate and gain access
to their energy.
Generally speaking, feeding is not harmful to the partner. They
have a connection to the universal force; this will replenish them
in time, usually overnight. Most partners will just feel a little
tired and fuzzy-headed after being fed from. Many have described
it like a mild drug, something that is pleasantly mellowing. Some
experience euphoria during feeding and feel they are riding
intense waves of pleasure. Others can achieve an altered state of
consciousness with intense dream-like visions.
Feeding partners may be a little hypersensitive to bright light
afterwards and they may experience a sudden feeling of cold. They
may be a little more tired than usual the next morning, and they
may have a headache that is much like a hangover. However, under
ordinary circumstances, these are the most severe side affects
feeding will produce in a partner.
Some caution should be used when feeding from those who are not
accustomed to it, however. If fed from too quickly or too deeply,
the partner may experience difficulty in breathing. Irregularities
in the heartbeat may follow. The partner's body will tingle all
over, though this may quickly give way to feelings of numbness and
cold. Some find this pleasant. To others, it is alarming. It may
become very difficult for the person to move and the limbs will
feel heavy and uncoordinated. In very extreme cases, the partner
will experience a general depression of the entire sympathetic
nervous system. This includes lowered body temperature, lowered
blood pressure, slowed heart-rate, and a general lassitude which
may manifest itself in extreme cases as an all-over muscular
weakness and trembling or partial paralysis.
When feed from extremely deeply, it is almost guaranteed that a
partner will partially or completely lose consciousness. Do not
panic if this occurs. Make certain that they are in no immediate
danger, and if they seem to be breathing all right, just let them
sleep it off. With their connection to the universal life force,
there is very little permanent damage you can do to someone by
overfeeding, so long as you do not make it a habit to do so.
Consistent overfeeding will evoke in the partner symptoms
similar to those which we experience during periods of starvation.
The continual shortage of energy will begin to tax the immune
system. They will be tired all the time, sickly and weak. They may
sleep a great deal, or they may find themselves unable to actually
sleep despite their overwhelming lethargy. Putting constant
demands upon one partner will eventually put them in a position
where their system can no longer compensate for the loss of energy
fast enough to meet your needs. This is why it is always wise to
have at least one other reliable source which you can feed from.
The best strategy to keep you and all those close to you healthy
is to have two or three partners which you feed from, rotating
through them so that no single one of them must bear the full
weight of your needs.
A draw can be enacted in conjunction with tantric magick. Your
primary contact is made at the mouth or the throat, and a tendril
is inserted into the subtle body of your partner. Through intense
visualization, this tendril is guided down through your partner's
subtle body to the root chakra. Here the Kundalini energy that is
so crucial to Tantra lies coiled. You can grasp onto the Kundalini
energy and manually pull it up through each successive chakra.
Draw in only a little during this process until the drawing up of
the energy is complete. Once you have brought the Kundalini
through all the chakras to your primary point of contact, you will
have generated an immense amount of energy from which both
yourself and your partner can benefit. You and your partner will
sense something like an explosion of light and energy within
yourselves, followed immediately by a bursting sensation as if you
had just been pushed through some barrier. This will consummate in
a powerful sense of climax on the subtle level.
Feeding in this manner is very productive, as it serves to
energize both yourself and your partner. Your partner will almost
invariably experience a prolonged and impressive orgasm, and one
may feed upon the torrent of energy that results from the climax
to increase mutual stimulation. It is almost impossible to exhaust
a partner when feeding from the root: whereas prolonged or deep
feeding from any of the other major energy centers can cause
trembling, weakness, dizziness, and an overall depression of the
system, feeding from the root seems to only increase that which
you feed upon. The partner, after recovering from the intensity of
the drain is almost always energized and while they still feel the
effects of physical exhaustion, they are driven by a fevered
desire that can sustain them for hours. The process is very
difficult to master, however, and if the coil of Kundalini energy
slips from your grasp, you will simply end up initiating a deep
feed from all the chakras in succession.