by Michelle Belanger
Everything we touch, we change. We take in energy constantly,
and although this is how we feed, this energy is never destroyed.
Through us, it is transformed. It changes states. It resonates to
a higher level.
Yet every birth is accompanied by struggle and pain. Every
rebirth is just as painful. It may seem that we bring destruction,
chaos, and turmoil to all those around us. And in a sense we do.
But the changes are always for the better, even though the initial
change may seem terrible.
Change is terrible. It tears away what we've grown comfortable
with. It destroys what we find familiar, stable, and simple,
leaving uncertainty in its wake. But to face uncertainty and to
thrive is to become stronger. Everything must change or die. We
are active participants in this universal mystery.
Every person that we come into contact with, no matter how
casually, is altered. Wherever we go, change will follow. Our
dynamic spirits stretch out all around us, and the wake we leave
in our passing is like ripples on the ocean. Only the ripples we
cause can become tidal waves.
As beings on a threshhold state, we are living embodiments of
the dynamic complimentarity that keeps the universe in constant
motion. This is our burden. Yet this also is our purpose. In the
gray area between two polar opposites lies revelation. We feed
upon all around us. Yet we can also harness that energy to heal.
We tear away and bring destruction, yet we also nurture new
growth. This is our nature, the mystery of who we are.
There is no rebirth without destruction. Light only blinds
without shadow to throw it into relief. Understanding comes from
balancing all these things within the Self. We are that Balance.
We affect it, and it affects us. We are facilitators of the
universal flow. We must accept this, and never fear to move with